Tuesday, May 10, 2011
 Sigh, java never fails to drain all my energy, 7 hours of java seriously can kill me. I really want to fall in love with java, but i guess java simply hates me ): Anyway, idk why, randomly thought of how smiley used to be last time, and now ... Everyone seems to have their own friends, none of them seems to bother about this group anymore. Hmm i know that many things did happen last time, due to too much emotional were put in, but that was all purely because we are friends, and we truly care about one another, so what's wrong with that? People used to ask me not to put too much hope in this group, the more i heck care about this group, the worsen the friendship is going to be. Am i doing the right thing now? I just wish that we could just hang out like we used to be, am not referring to hang out everyday, but perhaps 2-3times per week? I understand that all of them have their own friends now, am i really asking too much again? I really miss those secondary school times, because i got friends to talk to and share with. But for now, sometimes it's even so difficult to find someone to be my listening ears, because no one truly listens to what i'm saying, because the one i always talk with, has a barrier with some of them, and i can feel that, she don't even give a damn to the friends i truly regard as 'friends'. Yea, i know she's popular, she has many friends, she don't really have to care about them, so neither will i force her to to retrieve back the group. This time, i am really alone, hopefully i can endure it for another one year and so! Aww what's with me? Why do i feel that my eyes are teary? Hmm i didn't realise that i've type so much ._. But well, felt a bit better after expressing what i've been feeling. Time to bath and spend time with my lover (java). One day i am so going to make java love me! Ciaoz ciaoz! Labels: 世界上最珍贵的是-爱。 |
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